First of all I think I will start by wishing you a great year 2018 because I have not had the opportunity to share my instagram or I remained active despite my absence…

For those almost 6 months without writing on the blog…

I stopped in the middle of October, I realize that I have not even posted the end of articles on my trip to the United States and I apologize. Like everyone else I think, I had a private nature worries, I do not mention here and not THE reason of the judgment of my writing on the blog.

As you know, I am a photographer but before that I did my studies in other areas and I worked in many of these trades. Of course, art, cinema and the show has always been the most important part of my life. I love above all my photographic profession and lifestyle I had in my account being. Unfortunately this has also disadvantages… First Financial, stability, this lack of contact with people… and even if nothing in the world I'll drop photography, I needed a little change things, to evolve, for my future. Intermittent was so for me a good compromise, after several missions, I got an intermittent cdd 2 months to Disney for the Christmas season in early October.

And how you say… I loved these 2 months as manager, but when you get past these 6 recent years to your account, manage your schedule a little time as you want, find yourself going to taff 5 days 7, is squarely intensive. I was exhausted… In January and February, I had a few days off, and I worked several times on other shows. Since 20 Mars, I am again left for more 2 mois, this time on the spring season, and the goal is of course to better manage this fatigue. I think I finally well paced. While I continue to be more comfortable with the fact that up late to get up early hahahahahah.

I really love what I do. Since I was manager I feel much more fulfilled, and I find a certain balance. A 32 ans… as what it is never too late. The intermittent status suits me at the moment because I can afford to keep doing my job of photographer, to work as a manager in several different places, and enjoy my nephew and my niece during school holidays.

In all of that… I have not actually taken the time to take care of the blog, or me. I am first a bit embedded in this new rhythm, not finding how to reconcile pro life, private life, photo, house chores… and personally I also got a little lost.

As I said above I do not dwell on worries about my private life, but I can tell you about my state of mind… I had these moments of enormous doubts… Of those that ask if they were mistakes of professional life, Personal choice… whether past 30 ans, we managed to become the person we want to or not. I am one of those people who think constantly, who spend their lives in question and who have very little indulgence towards themselves. Au final, my biggest critic is me. That left little room or time to write… I also believe that I had time for anything nice. I who love reading, I got discount for a short time and it makes me much good.

As a matter of fact, this is a period where I lost myself… I still have way to go to become the woman I want, but I think finally be on the right path.

It is now several days that I think back here, I had to just find the time. I wonder how do the bloggers who are assiduous in writing the blog, who have a job and children to manage.

I will not tell you that I will post a number of articles per month because I'm afraid not to keep me, but my goal is to continue to keep this blog that I really like and who like me a little more each year.

Anyway thank you all for your kind words, those who continued to come and comment on the blog post me things about my insta.

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